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Wednesday, June 6th, 2007
7:49 pm	yuh. Im really happy with my life right now. Im getting my shit together big time, getting my credit fixed, got a couple of new boards and getting my body back into good shape. Work is great, and Im surfing more than I have in a long ass time. And when there is no surf im working out and swimming just trying to stay connected with the ocean and the things I love. Aaron Ashley knox is an amazing girl that takes great care of me............ Current Music: maylene and the sons of disaster II (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 1st, 2007
9:04 pm	Im still alive...... Well Aaron and I are doing great, not much else to talk about. Im on the floor full time and actually busier than I can handle at times, but thats better than being slow. Almost have my entire upper body tattoo'd now. All that is left is my back, SWEET!!! So with all that said, I need to get in touch with some old friends cause I miss hangin out! Current Music: xshockwavex (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 19th, 2006
1:51 pm	Here we go again...... So im sick as shit. I havent been this sick in a long time. Like two years or something. I wish people would grow the fuck up and stop runnin thier mouths. Had some fun sunday, Aaron, Luke, Bethany and her roomates and I got heavy at blue anchor and then 'oconnors, good times. I fuckin hate christmas but at least this year Ill get to celebrate it somewhat without thinkin too much about Dad..... With that said, I still miss you pops and this year is three years since you left. Keep lookin down on me and Im tryin my best to make you proud. Edward Lee Knox Jan. 7 1930 - Dec. 25 2003 R.I.P. Hold it down pops. Current Mood: sick Current Music: Lucero- Slow Dancing (Comment on this)
Friday, December 8th, 2006
5:26 pm	Wow........ Faith? What is it, I used to know. Everything blows up in my face and for some reason Im still sitting here waiting and wanting. Dara hates me, and I understand, its understandable. But I cant help the way I feel. And now here I am in the same position. And I have to understand, and its hard as hell to get through but I will. I will truck on like I always do. I will wait, I will have faith, I will stand strong.I will do something completely against my own character and be patient and wait. I will not let doubt and fear rule me or my life anymore. I have nothing left to give. So I gave what I can and now I wait and see if it is recipricated(sp?) And if not then I tried, but for some reason I truly believe it will....... Current Mood: crushed Current Music: Old underoath..... (Comment on this)
Thursday, November 23rd, 2006
10:36 am	Again. So life is getting somewhat better everyday, I hope Dara can say the same......... www.statesmc.com (Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 14th, 2006
6:32 am	Well shit. Life has definatly fucking thrown some curve balls. Ive been probating for States mc Lake Worth Chapter and have about a week left until I get my patch. Dara and I ended, its for the better, I love that girl so much and wish nothing but the best for her and I know that she loves me and wants the same for me. Fuck all you shit talkers. Saw hank 3 and it was probably the best show ive ever been to. Work sucks, bikes fucking awesome, its rigid and matt black now. White wall on the rear tire and all the wiring is internal now. So I know Ive been blowing people off lately and its only because Ive been busy as fuck with the club and just trying to get my shit together. So Im not going to apologize for it only because I havent had much of a choice lately. As far as Dara and I, we will always be close. I hope she finds everything in life she deserves and dreams for. I also hope that we can maintain our friendship, 4 years is a long time to love someone. Also, to my supposed friends, I know a lot of you are talking shit about me because of Dara and I breaking up, fuck you. Its none of your buisness and I think its sad that I cant trust you...... Tj Current Mood: cranky Current Music: Lucero (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, March 20th, 2006
5:22 pm	"Gettin wasted with my country heroes" I just got the new hank 3 album, straight to hell, its fucking incredible. I suggest any country enthusiest go get it, its real shit, not that fucking cmt bullshit. I just ordered some paughco z-bars for my bike, 16 inches, shits gonna be fucking hot. I also now have an 88 buick regal and Im supposed to go pick up a 95 chevy so I hope that works out. Im getting some new tattoo work soon from pete at aces high, and shane and dave at big kahuna, Im stoked as fuck... Dara and I are doing well, so other than that, the jobs good, bikes sick, lifes fun ever since the change......... Current Music: Hank 3- straight to hell (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 26th, 2006
9:42 pm	Shit nigga...... I have a fucking insane beard, and no I will not shave it. I realized that Im going to be making like 70 grand in the '07 '08 and its going to be great, even if Dara wasnt going to be making the same, which she will, we would be balling. That sounds super shitty to say that money brings happiness, but you know what, Ill finally be able to do shit for myself. In other news, I have some exciting shit coming up in surfing, which is definatly becoming a promising second career. Being a Hair Stylist is amazing, one of our colorist was featured in vogue magazine, Bridget Hill, shes really fucking good. And the salon is slowly taking over south florida, everyone should go to the website www.bondstreetsalon.com and check it out. So now I get paid to do hair and surf, I couldnt ask for anything more, he would be so fucking proud of me right now....... Also, I miss a lot of people, call us to hang out you feltchers.... Current Mood: chipper Current Music: Rancid- Radio (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 18th, 2006
8:23 am	Sooo.. Anyone who has added me as a friend on here and I havent added back, sorry I just never log in cause Dara is always logged in. Life is good right now for sure, Im pretty happy with it. Id like to get more hang out time in with John and Erin, if I spelled your name wrong, sorry. And work is good, and new car soon. so yeah ,eat shit, bye...... (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, January 6th, 2006
8:15 am	Ok... Well, for once I decided to make my life decisions based on what I want and not worry about what other people think about me. I lost some friends over the past two weeks, but I guess they were never friends anyways....... Work is good, february first I lose my guarantee and go comission only, it sucks but unless some of you kids out there start sending me people, no more free haircuts, unless your'e one of the few I promised to never charge, you know who you are. With that said, this is a huge step in my career. Oh yeah, New York in two months, Im going to bumble and bumble hq with my boss and another stylist, going to be soooo fun. Current Music: Hank 3-lovesick broke and driftin (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 14th, 2005
9:56 pm	Its time to let go of grudges.. Ive decided to let go of a lot of grudges, I have no reason to be angry with anyone anymore. I have a great career ahead of me, I have a great women and I have a couple of really great friends. Ive been having some really fucking off the wall dreams lately, one in particular is amazing, yet so wierd that I cant even begin to tell you what the hell it means. It involves speaking with my dad and him telling me to stop being mad at god for him dieing. So the reason this dream fucked with me is because as many of you know, I used to be really really into the scriptures and really christian. But whatever just slightly wierd. Im not sure that Im angry at god cause Im not sure if he exists. But if he does, we have some shit to sort out I suppose, its shitty that christmas will always suck because its the day I lost my father, oh well I talk to him in my dreams and I know hes still with me..... Oh well anyways, things at the salon are great, life is pretty damn good right now. I got my ribs finished and hopefuly I get to hang out with Dennis more before he leaves for Georgia, Im gonna miss that nigga..... I love you Dara........ (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 2nd, 2005
9:08 am	Fuck Wilma.... No power for one whole week is absolutely horrible. Happy Birthday Kim! Ok so, I got the entire top of my throat/underside of my chin tattood, shits hot, thank you Dennis..... Also, I get to go back to work tomorrow, Im fucking stoked as fuck...... P.S. I love you Dara, dont catch the black death at school..... Current Mood: content Current Music: Alkaline Trio (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 23rd, 2005
10:17 pm	Hee haw....... So Im waitin for this fucking hurricane to come reak havoc. I dont think its going to happen.. I got the upper part of my throat, and underneaht my chin tattood, finally no room left on neck, amazing. Ive had a wierd ass week, I miss Marciel and Audra a lot, I miss the infamous Leons, and oddly enough I miss eating taco bell, you see, there is no taco bell near us in boca..... I love you Dara....... Current Mood: cold Current Music: Elvis Costello- Allison (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 9th, 2005
9:23 am	Feeling a little better... Alex and his brother are fucking ping pong wizards, but Ive got a trick up my sleeve... Off to see grandma today, then get my ribs finished... Ok, so, these kids, Nick and Eddie Haney are probably the best friends Ive ever had, I lived with them, they lived with me, we were fucking inseperable. About a week ago Eddie was hit head on going like 70 mph cause some douche was high on oxycotin(sp?) and driving on the wrong side of the road. Today may be the last time I see him. Everyone please keep him in your thoughts..... Current Mood: crazy (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, October 7th, 2005
5:39 pm	Im shitty... I havent seen my grandma in like three months, it sucks everytime I talk to her she gets so excited to see me. But I always have to cancel and cant go up there. It sucks, I wish I had a car that could make it up there........ Current Mood: depressed (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, October 1st, 2005
7:32 pm	Hmm.. Do you ever question the air, do you ever question filling your lungs and replacing the dry stale air in the bottom and refilling it with new air, only to know that its going to eventually be replaced again, and again and again. Do you ever question death, or life, say "hey i dont want to breathe today". I wonder if when the reaper comes and I say "no, im not dieing, not today" if he will still persist and take me. Or if like Dr. Thompson, say "no life, I dont want you anymore" will death listen and come and take me then? You see, theres something keeping us all alive, theres something here that we are so fucking attached to that we cant let go, and see whats on the other side,do you ever wonder, what is over there, what is so fucking great over there........ (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, September 29th, 2005
7:03 pm	Dara... Sometimes I wish I could do more to show you that you are the most beautiful person in the world... (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, September 12th, 2005
8:35 am	Get sick... I got my ribs worked on a lot, shit hurts. Im getting tattood once a week starting now until both sides of my ribs, back and chest are all finished, amazing. Also, I hate hearing about my friends doing shady shit to my other friends, it sucks asshole. Love you Dara..... P.S. Amazing few days with Marciel and Audra, you kids rock and should definatly move back here. The Leon brothers fucking own at ping pong, but Im going to start a severe training regement today, so watch out boys...... Current Mood: calm Current Music: Alkaline Trio (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, August 25th, 2005
9:35 am	Fucking hurricane.... I was just sitting here, waiting to go to work when I thought about something. Why the fuck did miami name its team the hurricanes, I mean what the fuck, talk about a bad omen. Also, I dont want to drive to work in this weather cause its like an hour away, but I need the money so yeah, Im going. I have a splitting fucking headache and it sucks ass, Barry needs to move down here, and Im probably gonna go surfing tomorrow morning early....... I love you Dara.... Current Mood: calm Current Music: Alkaline Trio (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, August 22nd, 2005
6:01 pm	Another sick cut..... And today Carrino recieved another awesome cut done by yours truly. Im probably going to new york to bumble and bumble for the salon, which will be fucking awesome. I miss people, I dont miss some people, ah ya know the normal shit....... Dara you rule, I love you! In other new, at risk of sounding like a complete teeny boppin emo kid, the new fall out boy fucking owns you..... Current Music: Fall out boy (3 Comments |Comment on this)